75 days in PLKN Camp Benum Hill Resort.

Hi and hello. First thing of all, I want to express my feel and thank to God I’ve finished my training well. Attended PLKN does leave thousands values inside me. It trained me all kind of things in life. It was like a synopsis of life. Friendship. Disrespectful. Confidence. Bravery. Determination. Optimistic. Spirit. And all kind of things we'll never obtain from any book on the planet.


::full CA16 roommate..then,1 by 1 left us to further study..::

I've dealt with three dissimilar situations in the camp. Three dissimilar situations required me to be who I am and to be someone else inside me. Assume I can face them all entirely but things I wanted to be were not happening as I expected. And when this situation happened, I knew the challenges have begun.

First thing fell me down was I was not succeeded to do my first effortless job. I was almost made it done but situation ruined me down. At my first job, I was marked as.... FAILED!! It did influence my self-confidence. At the moment, my self-confidence was absolutely in condition zero. Tears were not falling apart...yet.


::with Korok (Safuan), Mat Lae, Kimie, Mat Nizam and Idham.. Me in the middle..::

I was naive sometimes in making decisions since some of my friends, who used to be my squad didn’t agree with me. I may not seek for their approval but I had to consider about others too. Yeaa, I had my stupid time too whenever I can’t think wisely and that’s why I required their opinions which were just the same. They loved to break the rules and did things as their heart wanted too. Since I was a squad leader, I had to obey the rules and be schema. Haiz!


::Charlie Company will stay in my heart...always...::

Teachers were not the same. Some friend thought, they were all the same but for me, the proclamation was completely futile. I had my favourite teachers there who always encouraged me whenever I felt like breaking down. One of them told me to be sturdy and whatever obstacles came, face it wisely. There was teacher always thought she was the only one who always made right decisions and her opinions must be acceptable. I did have experience quarrelling with her. It was the most exigent moment and since that, I was marked as...LAWAN KOMANDEN!! Haizz....


::Cikgu Yop (middle) is the best teacher of all (have no other pic with him)... Only I know why is that so...::

When it turned to 12.6.10, I was so free. I’d never taught to finish the training. Some circumstance felt like hell for me and some other was precious. Like I said, living here was like a summary of life. There were times we’re up and some time we feel like somehow we just don’t belong. Anyway, anyhow life must leave on. ^^v


::sharp-shooter medal::



::my faithful squad ever::